\u015eu u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z evrende ne kadar yer kaplad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmedi\u011fimiz d\u00fcnyada bir toz zerresince bile yeri olmayan bizler, bu g\u00fcn di\u011fer varl\u0131klarla, canl\u0131larla birlikte var ve ya\u015f\u0131yor olman\u0131n keyfini \u00e7\u0131karaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131za son derecede sa\u00e7ma bir \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck yar\u0131\u015f\u0131na giri\u015fiyor, kendimize e\u015fref-i mahlukat payesini yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yoruz. Bu da yetmiyor, e\u015fref-i mahlukat aras\u0131nda kendimizi ba\u015fkalar\u0131ndan genellikle b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00f6r\u00fcyor ve kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck (!) yarat\u0131klar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczde e\u011filmelerini, elimizi \u00f6pmelerini bekliyoruz. \u00d6n\u00fcm\u00fczde e\u011filir, elimizi \u00f6perlerse, \u201cBerhudar ol, el \u00f6penin \u00e7ok olsun\u201d falan diyoruz, ya da \u00e7ok do\u011fal bir bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6demi\u015fler gibi sessiz kal\u0131yoruz. Ya elimizi \u00f6pmez, \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczde e\u011filmez, ayaklar\u0131m\u0131za kapanmazlarsa? Vay sayg\u0131s\u0131zlar, vay g\u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fczler, nank\u00f6rler falan\u2026<\/p>\n
Bu hastal\u0131kl\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fck, sayg\u0131nl\u0131k vehmimiz nereden geliyor? Hi\u00e7 ku\u015fku yok ki hazmedemedi\u011fimiz sosyal, ekonomik, siyasal, hiyerar\u015fik v.s. konumumuzdan! \u0130flah olmaz makam sarho\u015flu\u011fumuzdan, aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yerden kesen \u201cBen neymi\u015fim be abi!\u201d \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan. <\/p>\n
Ne var ki, bu b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fck inanc\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n, havam\u0131z\u0131n temelinde ba\u015fka bir duygu yat\u0131yor: K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u00fck duygusu! Ba\u015fka bir deyi\u015fle a\u015fa\u011f\u0131l\u0131k duygusu\u2026 B\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fck taslad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ya da \u00f6nemsedi\u011fimiz alanlardaki varl\u0131klar\u0131 bizden fazla olanlar kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda havam\u0131z s\u00f6n\u00fcveriyor, tabir caizse kuyru\u011funu bacaklar\u0131 aras\u0131na k\u0131st\u0131rmak zorunda kalan itlere d\u00f6n\u00fcveriyoruz: Evet efendimler, sepet efendimler, isabet buyurdunuzlar, keramet buyurdunuzlar, elinizi aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6peyimler ve daha ne rezillikler\u2026<\/p>\n
El ayak \u00f6pmek de, \u00f6pt\u00fcrmek de \u00e7ok \u00e7ok ay\u0131p oysa! \u0130nsana hi\u00e7 mi hi\u00e7 yak\u0131\u015fmayan davran\u0131\u015flar. \u0130nsan olan ki\u015fiye yak\u0131\u015fmaz ikisi de! En iyisi dimdik durmak. Bo\u015f verelim b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011fe de k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u00fc\u011fe de. Ne kimsenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde e\u011filelim ne de kimse \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczde e\u011filsin! Ne kimse elimizi \u00f6ps\u00fcn ne de biz kimsenin elini aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pelim. \u0130nsan olal\u0131m, kendimiz olal\u0131m yeter. Elbet kimseye sayg\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131k etmeden, dik durmakla sayg\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 birbirine kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmadan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u015eu u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z evrende ne kadar yer kaplad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmedi\u011fimiz d\u00fcnyada bir toz zerresince bile yeri olmayan bizler, bu g\u00fcn di\u011fer varl\u0131klarla, canl\u0131larla birlikte var ve ya\u015f\u0131yor olman\u0131n keyfini \u00e7\u0131karaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131za son derecede sa\u00e7ma bir \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck yar\u0131\u015f\u0131na giri\u015fiyor, kendimize e\u015fref-i mahlukat payesini yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yoruz. Bu da yetmiyor, e\u015fref-i mahlukat aras\u0131nda kendimizi ba\u015fkalar\u0131ndan genellikle b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00f6r\u00fcyor ve kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1017"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1017"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1017\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1018,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1017\/revisions\/1018"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1017"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1017"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1017"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}