Kar ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda uyand\u0131m. Annem pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde, ayakta duruyordu. D\u00f6rt ya\u015f\u0131ndaki k\u0131z karde\u015fimi kuca\u011f\u0131nda tutuyordu. K\u0131z karde\u015fim g\u00f6zle g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcr \u015fekilde titriyordu. Di\u015flerinin tak\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 duyuyordum. Annemin \u00e7ok \u00fczg\u00fcn, \u00e7ok \u00e7aresiz oldu\u011fu her halinden belli oluyordu. \u201cKorkma k\u0131z\u0131m, korkma, \u015fimdi ge\u00e7ecek, bir \u015feyci\u011fin kalmayacak.\u201d diye s\u00f6ylenip duruyordu. <\/p>\n
Yataktan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcne y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm. On ya\u015f\u0131nda kadard\u0131m. K\u0131z karde\u015fim M\u00fc\u015ferref\u2019in ciddi \u015fekilde hasta oldu\u011funu anlayabilecek durumdayd\u0131m. Derin bir korku ve endi\u015feyle y\u00fcz\u00fcne baka kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m annem, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 saklamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak \u201cM\u00fc\u015ferref\u2019in bir \u015feyci\u011fi yok o\u011flum biraz sonra hi\u00e7 bir \u015feyci\u011fi kalmayacak. Haydi sen a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 in, \u00e7orban\u0131 i\u00e7.\u201d diyerek beni yanlar\u0131ndan uzakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ster istemez a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kattaki odaya indim, kurulu sofran\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na oturup tepsideki tarhana \u00e7orbas\u0131n\u0131 ka\u015f\u0131klamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Dedemin ve ninemin \u0131srarlar\u0131na ra\u011fmen birka\u00e7 ka\u015f\u0131k ald\u0131ktan sonra sofradan kalkt\u0131m. Ben sofradan kalkarken annem, kuca\u011f\u0131ndaki M\u00fc\u015ferref\u2019le yan\u0131m\u0131za geldi, bana d\u00f6n\u00fcp \u201c Haydi o\u011flum, git, Dorkuska Nene\u2019yi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r da gelsin, M\u00fc\u015ferref\u2019e bir okuyup \u00fcfleyiversin.\u201d Dedi. D\u0131\u015far\u0131daki tipiye ald\u0131rmadan yal\u0131n ayak, ba\u015f\u0131m a\u00e7\u0131k Dorkuska Nene\u2019nin evine ko\u015ftum. Beni dikkatle dinleyen ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 feracesiyle \u00f6rtt\u00fc, \u00e7\u0131plak ayaklar\u0131na lastik pabu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7irip pe\u015fime tak\u0131ld\u0131. <\/p>\n
Eve geldi\u011fimizde k\u0131z karde\u015fimin titremesi durmu\u015ftu, Pencere kenar\u0131ndaki minderde uyur haldeydi. Ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n, annemden hemen bir ayna ve bir yumurta getirmesini istedi. \u0130stedikleri verilince aynay\u0131 m\u00fc\u015ferref\u2019in iki kar\u0131\u015f kadar uza\u011f\u0131na, y\u00fcz\u00fcne d\u00f6n\u00fck olarak yerle\u015ftirdi, yumurtay\u0131 da aynan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne koydu. Sonra bana d\u00f6n\u00fcp \u201c Bak, \u00e7ocuk; \u015fimdi ben okuyup \u00fcfleyece\u011fim, hastal\u0131k karde\u015finin g\u00f6zlerinden aynaya, oradan da yumurtaya ge\u00e7ecek. Sonra sen bu aynay\u0131 ve yumurtay\u0131 karde\u015finin g\u00f6mle\u011fine sar\u0131p k\u00f6y\u00fcn d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, ayak alt\u0131 olmayan bir yere g\u00f6meceksin. \u0130yi g\u00f6mersen hastal\u0131k senin pe\u015fine tak\u0131l\u0131p geri gelmez, karde\u015fin de iyile\u015fmi\u015f olur! Anlad\u0131n m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n
Anlamaz m\u0131yd\u0131m! Dorkuska Nene\u2019nin okuyup \u00fcflemesi bitince ayna ve yumurta M\u00fc\u015ferref\u2019in fistan\u0131na sar\u0131l\u0131p kolumun alt\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. Elime bir \u00e7apa al\u0131p h\u0131zla k\u00f6y\u00fcn d\u0131\u015f\u0131na ko\u015ftum, Bir harman yerini \u00e7evreleyen kara\u00e7al\u0131 \u00e7itinin dibini uygun bularak g\u00f6m\u00fclecek nesneleri kar tabakas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine b\u0131rakt\u0131m. Elimdeki \u00e7apay\u0131 kullanarak \u00f6nce topra\u011f\u0131 \u00f6rten kar tabakas\u0131n\u0131 dikkatle s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m. Ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan ye\u015fil \u00e7imenlerin aras\u0131nda birka\u00e7 \u00e7i\u00e7ek duruyordu. \u00c7i\u00e7ekler, ortalar\u0131ndan b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f iki\u015fer ye\u015fil yapra\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131nda y\u00fckselen birer ye\u015fil sap\u0131n ucunda boyunlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fck\u00fcp yere e\u011filmi\u015f, \u00f6ylece duruyorlard\u0131.. Tarifsiz beyaz, tarifsiz g\u00fczel \u015feylerdi. Bunlar\u0131 toplay\u0131p k\u0131z karde\u015fime g\u00f6t\u00fcrsem olur muydu?
\nIslak toprakta yeterince derin bir \u00e7ukur a\u00e7\u0131p fistan\u0131, aynay\u0131 ve yumurtay\u0131 g\u00f6md\u00fckten sonra kar \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc bir miktar daha s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m ve hasta karde\u015fime sunmak \u00fczere bir avu\u00e7 \u00e7i\u00e7ek toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi ko\u015fa ko\u015fa eve d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. G\u00f6revimi ba\u015far\u0131yla tamamlam\u0131\u015f olman\u0131n gururuyla odaya dald\u0131m ve elimdeki \u00e7i\u00e7ek demetini hasta yata\u011f\u0131na do\u011fru uzatt\u0131m. Bekledim ki m\u00fc\u015ferref yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden do\u011frulup kalks\u0131n, elini uzat\u0131p \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri als\u0131n, koklas\u0131n, g\u00fcl\u00fcmsesin\u2026<\/p>\n
Hay\u0131r, M\u00fc\u015ferref kalkmad\u0131. Minderin \u00fcst\u00fcnde k\u0131p\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131z, \u00f6ylece yat\u0131yordu, Annem ve minderin \u00e7evresinde oturan kad\u0131nlar sessizce a\u011fl\u0131yorlard\u0131. Dorkuska Nene usulca bana do\u011fru d\u00f6nd\u00fc, elimdeki \u00e7i\u00e7ek demetini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, \u201cAy mari, \u00e7ocuk\u00e7az k\u0131z karde\u015fine ne g\u00fczel kukure\u015fkalar getirmi\u015f ama yeti\u015ftirmek k\u0131smet olmad\u0131 i\u015fte .\u201d dedi. Sonra ba\u015fka \u015feyler de s\u00f6yledi ama neler s\u00f6yledi\u011fini anlayamad\u0131m. Elimde kurure\u015fka demetiyle \u00f6ylece kalakald\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Kukure\u015fka\u2019n\u0131n \u00f6ks\u00fczahmet, akbardak gibi ba\u015fka adlar\u0131n\u0131n da bulundu\u011funu, ama en yayg\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131n kardelen oldu\u011funu \u00e7ok sonra \u00f6\u011frendim. <\/p>\n
Kukure\u015fka, Kocap\u0131nar K\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00e7evresinde ocak ay\u0131 ba\u015flar\u0131nda boy verir, \u015fubat ay\u0131 ile mart ay\u0131n\u0131n ortalar\u0131na kadar saltanat\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcr, sonra yerini ba\u015fka \u00e7i\u00e7eklere b\u0131rak\u0131p kaybolur. Kukure\u015fka g\u00fcnlerinde f\u0131rsat bulduk\u00e7a gider bu \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri ziyaret ederim. M\u00fc\u015ferref karde\u015fimi onlarda g\u00f6r\u00fcr, onlar\u0131 k\u0131zkarde\u015fimi selamlar gibi selamlar\u0131m\u2026 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Kar ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda uyand\u0131m. Annem pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde, ayakta duruyordu. D\u00f6rt ya\u015f\u0131ndaki k\u0131z karde\u015fimi kuca\u011f\u0131nda tutuyordu. K\u0131z karde\u015fim g\u00f6zle g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcr \u015fekilde titriyordu. Di\u015flerinin tak\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 duyuyordum. Annemin \u00e7ok \u00fczg\u00fcn, \u00e7ok \u00e7aresiz oldu\u011fu her halinden belli oluyordu. \u201cKorkma k\u0131z\u0131m, korkma, \u015fimdi ge\u00e7ecek, bir \u015feyci\u011fin kalmayacak.\u201d diye s\u00f6ylenip duruyordu. Yataktan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcne y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm. On ya\u015f\u0131nda kadard\u0131m. K\u0131z karde\u015fim M\u00fc\u015ferref\u2019in […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1019"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1019"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1019\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1049,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1019\/revisions\/1049"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1019"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1019"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1019"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}