\u015eafak vakti. Dolunay bat\u0131 ufkuna yakla\u015fm\u0131\u015f. Ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k pencerenizden yatak odan\u0131za dolmu\u015f. Uyan\u0131yorsunuz. Ayn\u0131 yast\u0131\u011fa ba\u015f koydu\u011funuz insan yan\u0131n\u0131zda huzur i\u00e7inde uyumaya devam ediyor. Evi i\u00e7in, ailesi i\u00e7in g\u00fcn boyu \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131p yorulan bu g\u00fczel insan sizin e\u015finiz, sevdi\u011finiz. Derin bir sevgi ve sayg\u0131yla, uyand\u0131rmaya k\u0131yamadan, hafif\u00e7e sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fuyorsunuz. Biliyorsunuz ki o, kendisini yuvas\u0131na adam\u0131\u015f. Sonsuz bir hazla onu seyretmeye devam ederek ortak tarihinizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken birden yak\u0131c\u0131 bir ate\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor y\u00fcre\u011finize; bir zamanlar onu sudan nedenlerle ne \u00e7ok k\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131, \u00fczd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc an\u0131ms\u0131yorsunuz. Usullac\u0131k e\u011filip \u00f6p\u00fcyorsunuz. G\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek uyan\u0131yor. Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k veriyor. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fteki t\u00fcm kabal\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131z, de\u011fer bilmezlikleriniz, sayg\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131z i\u00e7in \u00f6z\u00fcr ve af diledi\u011finizi s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorsunuz. Sevgiyle bak\u0131yor y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcze, Ben b\u00f6yle \u015feyler an\u0131msam\u0131yorum diyor s\u0131cak avu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fczde gezdirirken. Sonra g\u00f6zlerini usulca yumup yeniden uykuya ge\u00e7iyor. <\/p>\n
Gecenin sonlar\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z duygu patlamas\u0131 t\u00fcm uykunuzu al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyor. Yataktan usullac\u0131k \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p giyiniyorsunuz. Elinizi y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc y\u0131kay\u0131p sabah\u0131n serinli\u011fine \u00e7\u0131kmaya karar veriyorsunuz. Koridordan ge\u00e7erken uyumakta olan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131, huzurlu, rahat solumalar\u0131n\u0131 duyuyorsunuz. Bir zamanlar onlar\u0131 da olur olmaz nedenlerle k\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131, incitti\u011finizi, azarlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131, hatta minicik y\u00fczlerine tokat bile att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131, ancak onlar\u0131n bunu k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede unutarak ya da unutmu\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcnerek hi\u00e7 ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f gibi davrand\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 tarifsiz bir ac\u0131yla utan\u00e7 ve pi\u015fmanl\u0131kla an\u0131ms\u0131yorsunuz. Ne ki \u015fu anda onlar\u0131 uyand\u0131r\u0131p ge\u00e7mi\u015f i\u00e7in \u00f6z\u00fcr ve af dilemek olmaz diyerek bu fasl\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n uyanmas\u0131ndan sonraya b\u0131rak\u0131yorsunuz. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131zdan \u00f6z\u00fcr ve af dileme d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi az\u0131c\u0131k da tuhaf geliyor size. \u0130nsan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131ndan \u00f6z\u00fcr ve af diler mi yahu diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsunuz bir an; sonra \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n da di\u011fer insanlar gibi insan olduklar\u0131n\u0131, onlar gibi k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131p incindiklerini, kendilerinden \u00f6z\u00fcr ve af dilendi\u011finde, i\u00e7lerindeki yaran\u0131n kolayca kapanabildi\u011fini, \u00f6yleyse pek ala onlardan da af dilenebilece\u011fini fark ediyor ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncenizi hemen bu g\u00fcn uygulamaya karar veriyorsunuz. Bu karar\u0131n sevinciyle rahatl\u0131yor, hatta derin bir huzur duyuyor, bir an \u00f6nce uyanmalar\u0131 dile\u011fiyle kap\u0131ya y\u00f6neliyorsunuz. <\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131zdan t\u00fcm kusurlar\u0131n\u0131z i\u00e7in \u00f6z\u00fcr dileyecek olman\u0131n pe\u015fin sevinciyle daha kap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131karken ba\u015fka bir sevin\u00e7 kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131yor sizi: Do\u011fadaki ya\u015fama sevinci\u2026 Sokak, g\u00fcne\u015fin do\u011fu\u015funu kar\u015f\u0131layan kumrular\u0131n sevin\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131yla adeta \u00e7\u0131nl\u0131yor. Kumrular, \u00fcst\u00fcnde t\u00fcnedikleri \u00e7at\u0131lardan ve a\u011fa\u00e7lardan g\u00fcn\u00fcn bu saatinde o bildik \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fleriyle d\u00fcnyaya ve size ya\u015fama sevin\u00e7lerini hayk\u0131r\u0131yorlar. Duydu\u011funuz sesler ve serin seher r\u00fczgar\u0131n\u0131n da\u011flardan, bay\u0131rlardan \u00f6n\u00fcne kat\u0131p getirdi\u011fi bin bir \u00e7e\u015fit da\u011f \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011finin, keki\u011fin, bin bir \u00e7e\u015fit a\u011fac\u0131n kokusu adeta ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcyor. Kendinizi t\u00fcm insanlarla, t\u00fcm do\u011fayla bar\u0131\u015f\u0131k hissediyorsunuz. G\u00fcne sevgiyle,sevin\u00e7le ba\u015fl\u0131yorsunuz!<\/p>\n
Size \u00e7ektirilmi\u015f ac\u0131lar\u0131 unutuyor, ac\u0131 \u00e7ektirenleri ba\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131yorsunuz. H\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 alamay\u0131p kendinizi de ba\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131yorsunuz!<\/p>\n
\u0130yi ki var\u0131m, iyi ki vars\u0131n sevgili e\u015fim, iyi ki vars\u0131n\u0131z sevgili \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m, iyi ki vars\u0131n\u0131z karde\u015flerim, yak\u0131nlar\u0131m, dostlar\u0131m, iyi ki vars\u0131n\u0131z ey insanlar, iyi ki vars\u0131n\u0131z kediler, k\u00f6pekler, atlar, e\u015fekler, otlar \u00e7i\u00e7ekler, da\u011flar, ta\u015flar, canl\u0131lar ve cans\u0131zlar, t\u00fcm d\u00fcnya ve t\u00fcm evren. .. <\/p>\n
Ve\u2026 \u0130yi ki vars\u0131n sevgi\u2026 \u0130yi ki vars\u0131n g\u00fcne sevgiyle, sevin\u00e7le ba\u015flamak\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u015eafak vakti. Dolunay bat\u0131 ufkuna yakla\u015fm\u0131\u015f. Ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k pencerenizden yatak odan\u0131za dolmu\u015f. Uyan\u0131yorsunuz. Ayn\u0131 yast\u0131\u011fa ba\u015f koydu\u011funuz insan yan\u0131n\u0131zda huzur i\u00e7inde uyumaya devam ediyor. Evi i\u00e7in, ailesi i\u00e7in g\u00fcn boyu \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131p yorulan bu g\u00fczel insan sizin e\u015finiz, sevdi\u011finiz. Derin bir sevgi ve sayg\u0131yla, uyand\u0131rmaya k\u0131yamadan, hafif\u00e7e sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fuyorsunuz. Biliyorsunuz ki o, kendisini yuvas\u0131na adam\u0131\u015f. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1065"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1065"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1065\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1066,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1065\/revisions\/1066"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1065"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1065"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1065"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}