Rabuta\u00e7, be\u015f \u2013 alt\u0131 ya\u015f an\u0131lar\u0131mda ya\u015fayan en etkili kahraman. Ufak tefek, seyrek beyaz sakall\u0131, buru\u015fuk y\u00fczl\u00fc, kamburca, g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyi kim bilir ne zaman, neden unutmu\u015f, kimsesiz bir ihtiyard\u0131. Muhtemelen Kocap\u0131nar\u2019\u0131n en ya\u015fl\u0131 insan\u0131yd\u0131. Kimsesi yoktu. K\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcst ba\u015f\u0131nda tek odal\u0131 bir kul\u00fcbe y\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131nda ya\u015f\u0131yordu. <\/p>\n
Rabuta\u00e7 onun lakab\u0131yd\u0131 ve \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan i\u015f\u00e7i demekti Pomak\u00e7a\u2019da . As\u0131l ad\u0131 neydi? Bunu hi\u00e7bir zaman \u00f6\u011frenemedim. Bir bilene de rastlamad\u0131m.
\nYaz g\u00fcnlerinde, ak\u015fam \u00fcstleri mahallenin t\u00fcm k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7ocuklar\u0131, tarladan d\u00f6necek aile b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimizi kar\u015f\u0131lamak i\u00e7in k\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki Koca ta\u015f\u2019\u0131n, Tumba dedi\u011fimiz y\u00fcksek\u00e7e bir ta\u015fl\u0131 tepeci\u011fin \u00fcst\u00fcnde toplan\u0131rd\u0131k. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz Kedik tepesinin ard\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p gelen yorgun insanlar aras\u0131ndan annemizi, babam\u0131z\u0131, b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimizi se\u00e7meye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Kalabal\u0131k, Kedik tepesinden K\u00f6y deresine inen yolda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken gen\u00e7 k\u0131zlar y\u00fcksek sesle t\u00fcrk\u00fcler s\u00f6ylemeye koyulur, \u00c7ekirge tepelerinin yama\u00e7lar\u0131nda koyun s\u00fcr\u00fclerini g\u00fctmekte olan yavuklular\u0131na seslerini, hasretlerini duyurmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlard\u0131. \u00c7obanlar, bellerinden, torbalar\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131klar\u0131 eski toplu tabancalar\u0131n\u0131 ate\u015fleyerek yavuklular\u0131n\u0131n sesini duymaktan ne kadar mutlu olduklar\u0131n\u0131 ifade ederlerdi. Derken tarlalardan d\u00f6nmekte olan yorgun kalabal\u0131k bulundu\u011fumuz yere yakla\u015f\u0131r, \u00e7ocuklar analar\u0131na, babalar\u0131na do\u011fru sevin\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 atarak ko\u015farlard\u0131. Ortal\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6zle g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcr bir ne\u015fe kaplard\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6zler sevin\u00e7le parlar, b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fczler mutlulukla ayd\u0131nlan\u0131rd\u0131. <\/p>\n
B\u00f6ylesi ak\u015famlar\u0131n birinde bizimkilerin tarla d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc hayli gecikti\u011finden ben Tumba\u2019da yaln\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. G\u00fcne\u015f tepelerin arkas\u0131na \u00e7ekilmi\u015f, ortal\u0131k usul usul kararmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0131rpmadan yolu g\u00f6zl\u00fcyor, bizimkilerin \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p gelmesini bekliyordum. Derken tepenin ba\u015f\u0131nda tuhaf bir karalt\u0131 belirdi. \u00dcst\u00fc kal\u0131n, alt\u0131 ince bir T harfine benzeyen karalt\u0131 iki yana sallana sallana yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a b\u00fcy\u00fcyordu. Sonunda iyice yakla\u015ft\u0131, yol kenar\u0131ndaki y\u00fcksek\u00e7e bir ta\u015f\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdu, arkas\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015fa yakla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p geriye yasland\u0131 ve T \u2018nin \u00fcst\u00fcndeki kal\u0131n nesne, arkadaki ta\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne indi.
\nAdam s\u0131rt\u0131ndaki a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fckten kurtulup do\u011frulunca tan\u0131d\u0131m: Rabuta\u00e7 idi. Onu kar\u015f\u0131lamak i\u00e7in yolda bekleyen, geli\u015fini sevin\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131yla kar\u015f\u0131layan hi\u00e7 kimse yoktu. Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, kimsesizli\u011fin ne demek oldu\u011funu galiba ilk kez o anda alg\u0131lad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Rabuta\u00e7, hemen her g\u00fcn \u00f6\u011fle saatlerinde evimizin yan\u0131ndan s\u0131rt\u0131ndaki kara\u00e7al\u0131 y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc inleye inleye ta\u015f\u0131yarak ge\u00e7ip giderdi. Onu b\u00f6yle a\u011f\u0131r bir y\u00fckle evimizin yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7ip giderken g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde hep ayn\u0131 soru tak\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 akl\u0131ma. Bu ihtiyar bu kadar kara\u00e7al\u0131y\u0131 ne yap\u0131yordu acaba?<\/p>\n
Sorumun yan\u0131t\u0131n\u0131 nihayet alabilece\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek cesaretle sordum: \u201cRabuta\u00e7 Dede, sen her g\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yorsun; ne yap\u0131yorsun bu kadar \u00e7al\u0131y\u0131? Sizin \u00e7it \u00e7ok mu b\u00fcy\u00fck?\u201d <\/p>\n
Alaca karanl\u0131kta y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tam se\u00e7emiyordum. Mutsuz bir ifadeyle ve \u00e7ok yorgun bir sesle \u201cYok be kuzum, ben bu \u00e7al\u0131lar\u0131 kum\u015fulara sat\u0131p ekmek paras\u0131 kazan\u0131r\u0131m. Benim ge\u00e7imim de bundand\u0131r.\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
Ekmek paras\u0131n\u0131 kazanman\u0131n, ge\u00e7imin ne demek oldu\u011funu bilecek ya\u015fta de\u011fildim hen\u00fcz ama s\u00f6ylediklerinin derin bir ho\u015fnutsuzluk ve yak\u0131nma anlam\u0131na geldi\u011fini sezdim. Ben, parmak kadar \u00e7ocuk, bu ac\u0131l\u0131 ifadeye nas\u0131l bir teselli beyan\u0131nda bulunabilirdim ki? Ne diyece\u011fimi \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fken bizimkilerin yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ve sevin\u00e7le, h\u0131zla onlara do\u011fru ko\u015ftum. Rabuta\u00e7, alaca karanl\u0131kta kara\u00e7al\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131yla ba\u015f ba\u015fa kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. <\/p>\n
O geceki aile sohbetinde birka\u00e7 c\u00fcmleyle O\u2019ndan da s\u00f6z edildi. \u00d6zetle, k\u00f6y\u00fcn belki de en ya\u015fl\u0131, en \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan adam\u0131 oldu\u011fundan, \u00e7ok \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan ve d\u00fcr\u00fcst oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in kendisine Rabuta\u00e7 lakab\u0131 tak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131, hi\u00e7 kimseye el a\u00e7mayan, onurlu bir insan oldu\u011fu, bu nedenle kara\u00e7al\u0131 satamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlar a\u00e7 bile kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6ylendi. O ya\u015flarda b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n ne demek oldu\u011funu tam olarak anlayamazd\u0131m elbet; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc asalak, doland\u0131r\u0131c\u0131, s\u00f6m\u00fcrgen ve benzeri olumsuz tipleri hen\u00fcz tan\u0131mam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra bir sabah, Rabuta\u00e7\u2019\u0131n samanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n arkas\u0131nda, duvar\u0131n dibinde bir g\u00fcbre y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnde yatmakta oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Yan\u0131na yakla\u015f\u0131p konu\u015fmak istedimse de sesimi duyuramad\u0131m. Eve gidip durumu nineme anlatt\u0131m ve adam\u0131n a\u00e7 olabilece\u011fini s\u00f6yledim. Ninem b\u00fcy\u00fck bir tas yo\u011furdun i\u00e7ine bir miktar ekmek do\u011fray\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcrmem i\u00e7in elime tutu\u015fturdu. Elimde yo\u011furt tas\u0131, Rabuta\u00e7\u2019\u0131n yan\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Bir\u00e7ok kez seslendimse de o, sesini \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131. O s\u0131rada yan\u0131m\u0131zdan ge\u00e7mekte olan bir adam yakla\u015f\u0131p Rabuta\u00e7\u2019a dikkatle bakt\u0131 ve \u201cBu adam \u00fclm\u00fc\u015f be kuzum, ben gidip ocaya aber vereyim bari.\u201d dedi, y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp gitti. Ben orada elimde yo\u011furt tas\u0131yla kalakald\u0131m. Biraz sonra bir yerlerden k\u00f6y\u00fcn saf\u0131 Alikonta \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p geldi, g\u00fclerek tas\u0131 elimden ald\u0131. \u201cKime niyet, kime k\u0131smet, Rabuta\u00e7 \u00fcld\u00fc\u00fcne g\u00fcre yourdu ben yeyim bari.\u201d dedi, duvar\u0131n dibine \u00e7\u00f6meldi.<\/p>\n
Zamanla g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki toplumumuzda bir\u00e7ok Rabuta\u00e7 ve Alikonta var. Kimse ilgilenmiyor onlarla. Bedensel ve ruhsal a\u00e7l\u0131klar\u0131 kimsenin umurunda de\u011fil. \u201c O kadar da de\u011fil, i\u015fte ramazanda iftar \u00e7ad\u0131rlar\u0131 kuruyoruz ya!\u201d diyebilirsiniz elbet. Hatta \u201cBu ak\u015famki iftar\u0131 e\u015fraftan filanca bey veriyor ifadeli ars\u0131z reklam afi\u015fleri de as\u0131yoruz. Yetmez mi ?\u201d de diyebilirsiniz! Bir de onlara sorun isterseniz. Yeter mi?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Rabuta\u00e7, be\u015f \u2013 alt\u0131 ya\u015f an\u0131lar\u0131mda ya\u015fayan en etkili kahraman. Ufak tefek, seyrek beyaz sakall\u0131, buru\u015fuk y\u00fczl\u00fc, kamburca, g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyi kim bilir ne zaman, neden unutmu\u015f, kimsesiz bir ihtiyard\u0131. Muhtemelen Kocap\u0131nar\u2019\u0131n en ya\u015fl\u0131 insan\u0131yd\u0131. Kimsesi yoktu. K\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcst ba\u015f\u0131nda tek odal\u0131 bir kul\u00fcbe y\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131nda ya\u015f\u0131yordu. Rabuta\u00e7 onun lakab\u0131yd\u0131 ve \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan i\u015f\u00e7i demekti Pomak\u00e7a\u2019da . As\u0131l ad\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1081"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1081"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1081\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1082,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1081\/revisions\/1082"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1081"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1081"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1081"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}