Yirmi be\u015f y\u0131l kadar \u00f6nceydi. Kocap\u0131nar\u2019\u0131 ve \u00e7evresini a\u011fustos g\u00fcne\u015finin kavurucu s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131ndan korumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan devasa \u00e7\u0131narlar\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde havadan sudan s\u00f6z ediyorduk her zamanki gibi. Kim oldu\u011funu bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc an\u0131msayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m dedem ya\u015f\u0131nda bir amca, \u201cEeey \u00e7ucuk, bu \u00e7\u0131narlar\u0131 buraya dikenlerden Allah raz\u0131 ulsun, bu g\u00fclge burda olmasayd\u0131 bu s\u0131cakta ne yapacayd\u0131k?\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
Dedem ya\u015f\u0131ndaki bu ihtiyar, Kocap\u0131nar\u2019\u0131 Kocap\u0131nar K\u00f6y\u00fc yapan bu en az bin y\u0131ll\u0131k \u00e7\u0131narlar\u0131 dikenlere ve sonra da bu g\u00fcne kadar koruyanlara duydu\u011fu minneti ve sayg\u0131y\u0131, bana y\u00f6neltilmi\u015f bir soru bi\u00e7iminde ortaya koymu\u015ftu. Kendisi d\u00fcnyaya gelmeden en az bin y\u0131l \u00f6nce bu su kayna\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7evresine dikilmi\u015f ya da kendili\u011finden bitmi\u015f \u00e7\u0131narlar\u0131n de\u011ferini a\u011fustos s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131ndan bunal\u0131nca anlayan ya\u015fl\u0131 amcaya konuyla ilgili sorular y\u00f6neltmek geldi i\u00e7imden: \u201cBey Amca,\u201d dedim, \u201cBu \u00e7\u0131narlar\u0131 buraya dikenlerden Allah elbet raz\u0131 olsun, ama koruyanlardan da raz\u0131 olsun. \u00d6rne\u011fin sen, istesen bunlar\u0131 kesebilir miydin?\u201d Bey Amca, s\u00f6z\u00fcn nereye akaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilemedi ve yan\u0131tlad\u0131: Elbet kesebilirdim ama kesmedim, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc g\u00fcrd\u00fc\u00fcn gibi erkese faydal\u0131. Erkese faydal\u0131 ulan aac\u0131 nas\u0131l keserim be yav.\u201d <\/p>\n
Bey Amca, a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n herkes i\u00e7in yararl\u0131 oldu\u011funun fark\u0131ndayd\u0131 ama bu fark\u0131ndal\u0131k onun ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131 ne \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcde y\u00f6nlendirmi\u015fti? Sorular\u0131m\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fcm: \u201cBey Amca, ka\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131ndas\u0131n?\u201d Sorumu hemen yan\u0131tlad\u0131: \u201cSeksen bej be kuzum!\u201d \u201cPeki Bey Amca, Allah sana daha \u00e7ok uzun \u00f6m\u00fcrler versin. Kocap\u0131nar\u2019\u0131 g\u00f6lgeleyen \u00e7\u0131narlara balta vurmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u00e7ok sa\u011f ol. Ama gerekli olduk\u00e7a herhalde b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00f6yl\u00fcler gibi sen de a\u011fa\u00e7 kesmi\u015fsindir. Seksen be\u015f y\u0131ll\u0131k \u00f6mr\u00fcnde ka\u00e7 a\u011fa\u00e7 kesti\u011fini s\u00f6yleyebilir misin?\u201d <\/p>\n
Bey Amca sorumu ciddiye ald\u0131 ve bir hayli d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckten sonra sa\u011f eliyle havada bir \u00e7ok daire \u00e7izip \u201cfiiiuuuuy\u201d diye uzun bir \u0131sl\u0131k \u00e7alarak, \u00f6mr\u00fcnce kesti\u011fi a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n adeta say\u0131s\u0131z denecek kadar sok oldu\u011funu anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u2026 Onun bu yan\u0131t\u0131 \u00fczerine bir soru daha sordum: \u201cPeki Bey Amca, Seksen be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131na kadar kesti\u011fin say\u0131s\u0131z a\u011faca kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k, do\u011faya borcunu \u00f6demek i\u00e7in ka\u00e7 a\u011fa\u00e7 diktin?\u201d Bey Amca, yine uzun uzun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckten sonra iki elini de ileri uzatt\u0131, avu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fe \u00e7evirip mahcup bir edayla \u201c\u0130c be kuzum\u2026\u201d dedi. O g\u00fcnden sonra art\u0131k kendime de \u00e7ekilmez gelen ukalal\u0131\u011f\u0131mla: \u201cDemek ki \u015fu d\u00fcnyada senin elinle dikilmi\u015f bir tek a\u011fa\u00e7 yok, ha? \u00d6yleyse sen do\u011faya say\u0131s\u0131z a\u011fa\u00e7 bor\u00e7lusun. Ama vakit hen\u00fcz t\u00fcmden ge\u00e7mi\u015f de\u011fil, cebine me\u015fe palamutlar\u0131 ya da ba\u015fka a\u011fa\u00e7 tohumlar\u0131 doldursan, k\u0131rda y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f yaparken bastonunun ucunu topra\u011fa bat\u0131r\u0131p a\u00e7\u0131lan deli\u011fe bir pelit ya da ba\u015fka bir a\u011fa\u00e7 tohumu koysan ve \u00fcst\u00fcne bas\u0131p ge\u00e7sen bu tohumlardan en az biri mevsimi gelince ye\u015ferir. \u0130\u015fte sana bu d\u00fcnyada senin elinle dikilmi\u015f bir a\u011fa\u00e7\u2026 Bunu yapabilir misin?\u201d<\/p>\n
Bey Amca s\u0131k\u0131lgan bir ifadeyle \u201cAkl\u0131s\u0131n be kuzum, yapacay\u0131m. \u00dclmeden \u00f6nce bu d\u00fcnyada benim de elimle dikilmi\u015f bir aa\u00e7 olsun. Dikeceyim, dikeceyim\u2026 Em erkez de b\u00fcyle yaps\u0131n\u2026\u201d Sesinin tonu da, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn rengi de de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015fti. Ans\u0131z\u0131n, i\u015fledi\u011fim ay\u0131b\u0131n fark\u0131na vard\u0131m: Dedem ya\u015f\u0131ndaki adama ders vermeye kalk\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Birden, oradan uzakla\u015fma gere\u011fini duydum. \u0130zin isteyip kalkt\u0131m, yan\u0131t\u0131n\u0131 beklemeden y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm. Bir uzakla\u015fma de\u011fildi bu asl\u0131nda, d\u00fcped\u00fcz bir ka\u00e7\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Y\u00fcr\u00fcrken bu kez kendime de sordum: \u201cEee Remzi KISA, utanmadan deden ya\u015f\u0131ndaki adama ders vermeye kalk\u0131\u015ft\u0131n, peki sen \u00f6mr\u00fcn boyunca ka\u00e7 fidan diktin? Elbet de hi\u00e7\u2026\u201d Utanc\u0131mdan y\u00fcz\u00fcm k\u0131zard\u0131\u2026 Hele ki \u00e7evrede bu halimi g\u00f6recek kimse yoktu.<\/p>\n
O g\u00fcnden bu yana elimle dikti\u011fim ve dostlar\u0131ma diktirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m her fidanla o g\u00fcn i\u015fledi\u011fim ay\u0131b\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fimdeki izlerini silmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. Bir yandan da d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum: \u201c\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcz boyunca ka\u00e7 fidan diktiniz?\u201d sorusuna \u201cHi\u00e7!\u201d yan\u0131t\u0131n\u0131 verecek ne kadar \u00e7ok insan var toplumumuzda!..<\/p>\n
NOT: Bey Amca, T\u00fcrk\u00e7eyi Pomak \u015fivesiyle konu\u015furdu. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yirmi be\u015f y\u0131l kadar \u00f6nceydi. Kocap\u0131nar\u2019\u0131 ve \u00e7evresini a\u011fustos g\u00fcne\u015finin kavurucu s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131ndan korumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan devasa \u00e7\u0131narlar\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde havadan sudan s\u00f6z ediyorduk her zamanki gibi. Kim oldu\u011funu bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc an\u0131msayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m dedem ya\u015f\u0131nda bir amca, \u201cEeey \u00e7ucuk, bu \u00e7\u0131narlar\u0131 buraya dikenlerden Allah raz\u0131 ulsun, bu g\u00fclge burda olmasayd\u0131 bu s\u0131cakta ne yapacayd\u0131k?\u201d dedi. Dedem ya\u015f\u0131ndaki bu ihtiyar, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1112"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1112"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1112\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1113,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1112\/revisions\/1113"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1112"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1112"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1112"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}