Karanl\u0131k g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde \u00e7ok uzaklarda titrek, c\u0131l\u0131z y\u0131ld\u0131z \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131. Bah\u00e7emizdeki y\u00fczy\u0131ll\u0131k me\u015fe a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fayan serin r\u00fczgar\u0131n parmaklar\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fclen \u00fcrpertici, hafif,\u00a0 s\u00fcrekli bir u\u011fultu. Vaktiyle, \u00e7ocukluk y\u0131llar\u0131mdaki \u00e7obanl\u0131k g\u00fcnlerimi\u00a0 an\u0131msats\u0131n\u00a0 diye ulu\u00a0 me\u015femizin\u00a0 ince\u00a0 dallar\u0131na ba\u011flay\u0131p b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7\u0131ng\u0131raklar\u0131n arada bir sallan\u0131p yayd\u0131klar\u0131 do\u011fa\u00e7lama hafif gece m\u00fczi\u011fi.\u00a0 Arada bir,\u00a0 bir yerlerden s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp gelen, sonra a\u011fustos b\u00f6ceklerinin gecenin i\u00e7inde silinip giden h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc c\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131… K\u0131sa \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fc yaz\u00a0 gecelerinden biri daha ak\u0131p gidiyor i\u015fte…<\/p>\n
Sevgili ev halk\u0131m derin, tatl\u0131 bir uykuda. Ben ise \u00e7ok yorucu bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn ard\u0131ndan\u00a0 gecenin bir vakti bir ba\u015f\u0131ma balkonda, g\u00fcn\u00fcn yorgunlu\u011fundan, gerginli\u011finden s\u0131yr\u0131labilme \u00e7abas\u0131nday\u0131m. Me\u015fe dallar\u0131n\u0131n, yapraklar\u0131n\u0131n tatl\u0131 u\u011fultusu bedenimin yorgunlu\u011funu usul usul soyup g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyor olsa da,\u00a0 gerginli\u011fim \u00f6yle r\u00fczgar\u0131n pe\u015fine tak\u0131l\u0131p gidiverecek gibi de\u011fil.\u00a0 Y\u00fcz binlerce, belki de milyonlarca gencimizin y\u0131llarca haz\u0131rlan\u0131p, bekleyip girdikleri kamu personeli se\u00e7me s\u0131nav\u0131nda bir kez daha d\u00fc\u015f k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131na u\u011framalar\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l sindirece\u011fimizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e apa\u00e7\u0131k bunal\u0131yorum. En az yirmi y\u0131ld\u0131r s\u00fcr\u00fcp giden soru h\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n devleti ele ge\u00e7irme \u00e7abas\u0131ndaki siyasal milliyet\u00e7i-mukaddesat\u00e7\u0131 (!), siyasal \u0130slamc\u0131 gruplarca d\u00fczenlenip y\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, soru\u015fturma raporlar\u0131nda her olaydan sonra bir kez daha saptan\u0131p yetkililere bildirildi\u011fi halde ne yaz\u0131k ki bu namussuzlu\u011fun sonu bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc gelmiyor. Ve ne yaz\u0131k ki, yaz\u0131l\u0131 s\u0131navlar\u0131 \u00e7ok y\u00fcksek puanlarla ge\u00e7en pek \u00e7ok gen\u00e7 insan, ayn\u0131 zihniyetin temsilcilerince M\u00dcLAKAT denilen i\u011fren\u00e7 tezgahla i\u015fsizli\u011fe, ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa, umutsuzlu\u011fa\u00a0 mahkum ediliyor. Bu onursuzlu\u011fun, bu i\u011fren\u00e7li\u011fin siyasi sorumlular\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 yine de ma\u011fdurlar\u0131n bir k\u0131sm\u0131nca se\u00e7im sand\u0131klar\u0131nda\u00a0 destekleniyor olmas\u0131n\u0131 kabullenmek anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r i\u015f de\u011fil.<\/p>\n
Bir ba\u015fka bunalt\u0131c\u0131, ba\u015fkald\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131, ruhsal gerginlikleri artt\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 sorun: K\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz halk\u0131n\u0131n bir k\u0131sm\u0131, tek ge\u00e7im kaynaklar\u0131 olan hayvan bak\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan vaz ge\u00e7me a\u015famas\u0131nda; \u0130nek ve koyun s\u00fcr\u00fclerini k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcltmek ya da t\u00fcmden elden \u00e7\u0131karma giri\u015fiminde…\u00a0 Sonra ne yapacaklar? Bunun cevab\u0131n\u0131 veremiyorlar.\u00a0 Bildikleri, bu i\u015fi yapt\u0131k\u00e7a zararlar\u0131n\u0131n her g\u00fcn biraz daha b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, b\u00fcy\u00fcyece\u011fi…<\/p>\n
Evet; gecenin bir vakti.\u00a0 Do\u011fu ufkunun a\u011farmas\u0131 yak\u0131n. Me\u015fenin dallar\u0131n\u0131, yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 serin parmaklar\u0131yla usul usul ok\u015fay\u0131p ge\u00e7en r\u00fczgar\u0131n hafif u\u011fultusu giderek \u015fiddetleniyor. A\u011fustos b\u00f6ceklerinin c\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 sustu. \u015eimdi sessizce evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p tenha yollarda bir s\u00fcre y\u00fcr\u00fcmek. Belki biraz rahatlay\u0131p uykuyu yakalamak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Karanl\u0131k g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde \u00e7ok uzaklarda titrek, c\u0131l\u0131z y\u0131ld\u0131z \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131. Bah\u00e7emizdeki y\u00fczy\u0131ll\u0131k me\u015fe a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fayan serin r\u00fczgar\u0131n parmaklar\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fclen \u00fcrpertici, hafif,\u00a0 s\u00fcrekli bir u\u011fultu. Vaktiyle, \u00e7ocukluk y\u0131llar\u0131mdaki \u00e7obanl\u0131k g\u00fcnlerimi\u00a0 an\u0131msats\u0131n\u00a0 diye ulu\u00a0 me\u015femizin\u00a0 ince\u00a0 dallar\u0131na ba\u011flay\u0131p b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7\u0131ng\u0131raklar\u0131n arada bir sallan\u0131p yayd\u0131klar\u0131 do\u011fa\u00e7lama hafif gece m\u00fczi\u011fi.\u00a0 Arada bir,\u00a0 bir yerlerden s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp gelen, sonra a\u011fustos b\u00f6ceklerinin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1306"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1306"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1306\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1314,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1306\/revisions\/1314"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1306"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1306"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kocapinarnotlarim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1306"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}